Ella, Special needs parenting

Fear

My sweet girl, you are growing in front of my eyes.and I'm scared. I'm so bloody scared.I'm not scared of the things that most parents worry about, I'm not scared of first dates or moving out.I'm not worried about whether you'll make good choices or get a good job.I'm not afraid of if you'll get… Continue reading Fear

Special needs parenting

Waves, grief and the future

It hit me like a freight train.
It was just like any other day, nothing new or exciting, a tiny little things just just set it off.
It seems the grief is never ending, it just coming in waves.